It comes as no revelation that what I am is not because the standards I have set for myself, but because of what standards I think society has set for me.
I don’t smoke or do drugs, and keep myself restrained in general solely based on this firm illusion.
Firm illusion: just another oxymoron, another contradicting juxtaposition ideas that the mind has among a million others to justify its actions.
In science fiction an android would blow up due to all the logical paradoxes that an average mind has.
This is why we are still don’t have AI that is truly capable of being human.