“I have a simple calculation on how long we will be friends.Count the stars in the sky and sand grains on the shore and multiply the sum by my heart beats”
I beg to differ .
Call me a pessimist …an eternal pessimist.
You and I were never meant to be forever.
You always knew that, but I never did.
My mind stuck in a loop says “You and I were never meant to be forever, But I wish we could be”
I realize that our destinies are entwined but never joined.
We are so close, yet so far…
Our lives will soon lead us in different paths,
or have they always been this way.
Soon you and I will drift apart, too immersed in our own lives ,meeting new people , facing new challenges , new problems , new dilemmas , or have we already.
These new people , new challenges , new problems , new dilemmas take a lifetime and maybe more to solve t ,and sometimes they end up defining us, even as they tend to occasionally defy and surprise us.
Too busy for anything else , and completely absorbed by our rapidly changing present, we will have no choice but to discard our pasts and their burdens ,
and thus disconnect our bonds.
In my fantasies, we will continue to watch each other with a sense of fascination, for we already knew our potential…but chose not to do anything about it.
It is inevitable.
Change is the natural order of life.
Embrace it , for only change is permanent, or so I say to myself,
when your memories intrude into my consciousness,
sometimes like a freight train, sometimes like a cat on the sly.
What we had was beautiful while it lasted .It changed me forever.
It made me what I am today.
For that I thank you.
And so , when I bid adieu , I promise you , I will do it tearfully yet with joy .
And my heart will sing for you it’s favorite song, full of haunting melodies,for it knows all too well the familiar pangs of not having you around.
And I will miss you.
Goodbye and Goodnight, Princess.
Steer away from the wicked witches with enchanted apples.
But don’t worry about any dragons.
Your Knight in Shining Armour is awaiting.
Goodbye, Goodnight recently acquired a meaning with the opening of a new chapter.
I had to revisit and refurbish my old post accordingly.
Imaginary conversations help giving closure.
Lets hope this one does.
One of my favorite songs now becomes sadder.It is recommended that you read this once again while the song plays on simultaneously in another tab.
I apologize that the resultant post is an ugly mess, but it is beyond salvation, but the author is always on the brink of salvation.