I. once . hated. myself. deeply .so. deeply .that . now . I .grudgingly
.admit .it. as. I. haltingly. type. this. sentence.
What. I. hated .about. myself . I’m. no .longer .sure .now . but .I. worked
.SO. hard .on .myself .erasing. my. past . recreating. myself. that. now .I
.NO .longer. recognize .myself .in .the .mirror.
I’m finally coming out of the closet.
Yes, I’m an atheist.
Well, at least I’m not an art student or gay
(Not that it’s bad to be both)
With no god , who do I turn to for answers ?
Will I find them buried deep within me ?
Where do I start digging ?